you hear that song, and you don’t get sad, or cry. You rejoice because it happened and you kinda have a smirk on your face. Thats when you know its over you haave moved on .. one of the best feelings on a Monday morning+
I know one day I will get there, as for now i’m making baby steps and focusing on the most important part ME
nothing will ruin your 20s more than thinking you should have your life together already.
I long for is a good adventure out of this place. Don’t get me wrong I love Brockport but I want something more. I’m really not sure if school is even my thing. Lol i’m saying this being a senior in college lmfao. I love my experiences that I have gained from both schools but I feel as if there has got to be something bettter than this. Maybe that is just my personality though because I’m never satisfied ( i hate that about me ). I just feel as if i dont connect with anyone around me anymore. Everyone wants to go out and party and I’m just doing my own thing running school and netflix lol .
Over the past couple years I have become very independent. It is great, I can do my own thing and don’t have to answer to anyone. Every now and then I would like someone to answer to maybe. But my inabilty to express raw emotion hinders that. I had something great this summer but I fucked it up because I cant express emotions. Ahhh oh well for now ill just “do me” always works out in my favor anyways.
Lately I’m not dreaming so what’s the point of sleeping